A sunflower & The SUN

Have you ever wonder why a sunflower need to face the sun when the sun is appearing? If you ca imagine that the sun is someone whom you like or admire, and you look at her all the times but you don't dare to introduce yourself or get to know her by whatever reason is. You are not confident in yourself so you think you are not cool enough to be her frind or more than that. The sun show up in sky every day but the best a sunflower can do is watching the sun going up and then gone. Sometimes, it is better when you have her in mind. Being a secret admirer is not too bad if you are shy like me. Sometimes, you don't know what to say, you don't know what to do and even you don't know when have you lost your mind?

This is sound crazy and it is crazy. I don't know why I wrote this. I just coundn't think about anything else to write. It's a shame to a sunflower that it cannot do anything more than looking at the sun although it thinks that the sun is so beautiful and attractive. But the sun is out of its reach. Too high, you know. A sunflower hope it can be with the sun all the times, not just watching the sun come and go.

Have you ever felt so lonely? I mean you need to talk with someone but not your mom and dad or your family. You need somebody to share your love. Someone that you can share your feeling to let her know what you have in mind. There are many thoughts go through your hand and you are just thinking and thinking ,far and far back to your past life. You think of what have made you sad or what have made you happy? It is depress but it is not too bad because when this moment comes, it teachs you to learn to live by yourself. Perhaps, it teachs you to move on and let go or go through bad things that had come into your life.